Am I now the same person I used to be? If not, has Adderall changed me in a positive or negative way? Am I now the person I truly want to be? If not, has Adderall helped get me closer to becoming that person?
Funny, I got these pills on a Monday and was in the emergency room by Friday night
I am dying to talk to you. You’re never going to guess what happened to me. I wrote to you on this blog stating I had been admitted into the hospital for an adderall overdose. It was the worst week of my life. I’m going to write out the story on your blog as soon as I get some time. People need to hear my story. It is freaking CRAZY.
Here is the post I am waiting to go through on the website link I’ve attached
This is a little brief intro to what happened to me, but basically there was a recall on a batch of adderall title loans in Mississippi that went out between the months of . I was one of the effected patients. The 20 mg pills were distributed in a super potent form. This website mentions one patient was told by his pharmacist some of the effected pills were 60-80 mg. Here’s what happened to me…
I got the call from my pharmacy today. I was in the midst of a flee infestation and thought bugs were hopping on my skin.
I won’t go into full details, but I will tell everyone, it was by far the worst week of my life. I almost went on FMLA. I experienced a drug induced psychosis. I was having hallucinations and thought people were trying to kill me.I was kicked out of the hospital at 11pm…they knew i didn’t have a car…i was stranded…i walked the streets of Houston at midnight…got picked up by a mexican named oscar…he thought i was a hooker….i heard things…i saw scary things…the next hospital visit said i was maybe bipolar or schizophrenic. I was admitted to a psychitric unit. My mom flew in from Ohio to help me. I thought I literally was CRAZY. …………………………………………………………
I need help. I need to get off these pills. I just started them a month ago again. I was waiting for the phone call to say they were in. After discovering I wasn’t crazy but it was the adderall that almost killed me and destroyed my life, I realize I have to stop no matter how difficult. Please pray for me.
Thanks a bunch for posting the details here. Seems kinda messed up to me that they’d kick you out of the hospital like that. Can they do that? I mean, did somebody there pick up on the overdose symptoms? They should be pros at recognizing that kind of stuff. Maybe it was the self-admitted factor. Maybe if you walked in with your mom or something they would have taken you more seriously, instead of assuming you were just some crazy person from off the street (and therefore a waste of resources).
You sound like you’re several steps beyond critical mass with your Adderall use. Time for the nuclear option: Tell your doctor. And don’t let yourself find another one.
There’s a passage in the bible that says “And if your right hand causes you to sin, cut it off and throw it away. It is better for you to lose one part of your body than for your whole body to go into hell.”